im getting to the point where maybe i am freaking out about leaving school just my day to day will be so different and i cant get over the fact i simply wont be here doing homework and i dont know just like with my friends who graduated before me i will lose contact with those around me and its not really something from my end its more of the fact that people are totally replaceable && i am no exc... » Continue Reading
im getting to the point where maybe i am freaking out about leaving school just my day to day will be so different and i cant get over the fact i simply wont be here doing homework and i dont know just like with my friends who graduated before me i will lose contact with those around me and its not really something from my end its more of the fact that people are totally replaceable && i am no exc... » Continue Reading
my life feels meaningless at this point i don t know how to describe it i have no sense of urgency for like idk anything LOL ihave a midterm and i have n ot studied at all i just know nothing going on will chnage my life tremendously -- i really try in1/4 of my classes as it is the most useful but otherwise it sucks balls and i need to go back to the gym i feel so uncomfortable just being like her... » Continue Reading
i forgot my laptop today and my water bottle so i went back for them and iwas like darn this fucking sucks like what the heck this is what happens when you dont put things back in your backpack omg - i want to go to a lake and learn how to skip rocks and go roll around in the dirt and eat it holy moly anyways im listenin g to amores lejanos literally this song has gained so much meaning in the las... » Continue Reading
today i received a really nice hug And i wish it had lasted longer but it didn’t it’s the kind that envelops you i wish people were touchier with me but also I’ve been reflecting a lot lately and i also don’t want that at all I reserve most my touch for mi media naranja but idk things are strangely clear yet so confusing lately I’m not sure what to do I’m kinda testing the water and seeing if i ca... » Continue Reading
today i received a really nice hug And i wish it had lasted longer but it didn’t it’s the kind that envelops you i wish people were touchier with me but also I’ve been reflecting a lot lately and i also don’t want that at all I reserve most my touch for mi media naranja but idk things are strangely clear yet so confusing lately I’m not sure what to do I’m kinda testing the water and seeing if i ca... » Continue Reading
today was great but went downhill at an exp;odmential rate i think idk icanat really thinkright now i excited i miss my burrito (am) » Continue Reading
the beach is so beautiful today and i just finished writing in my journal life is going well and im glad ive been able to speak my mind freely thanks to people around me well one in particular but regardless its nice to let someone know how you feel unapol » Continue Reading
holy shit i am a horrible friend and sibling and relative and anything related to me how do i honestly expect anything to go well when i don’t believe anything said to me i will love a person to death and try (TRY) to show ir the best i can but as soon as they do something back i can’t believe it even for a second and then when i make up shir in my head i prepare for the worst which lowkey saves m... » Continue Reading