_i have become the worst version of myself. never did i expect to spiral down into a lost soul these past months ive hurt. this is written with no expectations of any remorse. i am in a very apathethic state. i don't care that i am alive but i am glad i am living somewhat. it is just now i rant about the horrible choices i make in life. all i want to do is indulge in my escapisms which have become... » Continue Reading
_ive always wanted to. i wanted to write posts. unfortunately, i was never brave enough to do so. everything is saved on the internet as they say. the possibility of someone shoveling up the dirt from the tomb of my written paragraphs one day and read with great enthusiasm. perhaps the very likely possibility of strong negative intention towards me. fear was the driving force from staying away fro... » Continue Reading