I always have a voice in my head that is determined to do me harm and another voice that wants to protect me ,, the first will tell me I’m not skinny enough and I need to fast for the day but the other will beg me to go eat. I don’t understand why I can’t control it better when I know logically what the problem is and logically how to solve it but i can’t. I really don’t want other ppl to be aff... » Continue Reading
I was talking to my friend the other day about how in high school I had a weird purity complex like I didn’t drink or do drugs or vape and I would only kiss ppl when we “hooked up” and like whatever that’s all fine and dandy no one cares but like it was bc of all the guilt and shame I held and I feel like part of me is still very much rooted in that purity complex and it makes me feel a lot of sha... » Continue Reading
I think I need to become a huge slut bc I’ve fucked 6 of the zodiac signs and that’s only half and I want them all they’re like Pokémon cards ! » Continue Reading
Sizes varying is so annoying to me I bought shorts yesterday all from THE SAME store and I had to get size 0, 2, & 4 bc they all fit but like slightly differently?? and it’s weird like why can’t I just be a size ? The 0s fit the best around my waist but are tighter around my thighs and then the 2 and 4 fit well on bottom but have the annoying gapping thing happening when I move around Like I gue... » Continue Reading
AAAHH I just ordered some overtone and I’m gonna color my hair for the first time in 6+ years 0_o I dyed it for the first time when I was 9 or 10 and didnt stop until I was 15 ,,, now I’m turning 21 and I have a huge attachment to my hair but like I want a change but I’m scared I’ll hate it so I’m getting semi permanent and a tone that’s close ish to my natural undertone at least so I can let it f... » Continue Reading