hi!!! i'm ash!!! i never had the opportunity to use myspace when i was younger, so i'm really excited about this! i'll probably happy vent/infodump/go crazy on this blog about everything and nothing, because i am clinically insane. /lh /hj some little facts about me to get started: - i have c-ptsd - i'm queer - i dress in a yami kawaii style! sometimes i dress in kinderwhore too though :) » Continue Reading
HELLO! i have not posted in a while but it's halloween and i love halloween so i am posting hooray!!! i am kinda sleepy but i had a coffee and also i have lolita kei bunny ears on so that's fun! also wearing my fav dress and my clown shirt yoopee! i don't have much to say but i love halloween ehehe much luv!! xoxo ash » Continue Reading
hullo! :p i am going to try to write little reflection posts at least once a month because i think it would benefit my mental health idk >.o currently, my hands are sweating like crazy and i cannot stop fidgeting, but the worst of today has passed i think. it is hard to not isolate myself when Trauma rears its ugly head. idk if other cptsd/ptsd people feel that way -- or like it's better for every... » Continue Reading
Hello!!! I am currently in class and I am so very sleepy. I've been sick all week and it was terribly difficult to tear myself from bed this morning, even though I had ample sleep. I have about 45 minutes left of my class until I have to travel home, eat dinner, then go to my dad's house, but I'm so tired, I could just fall asleep right here! I'm hoping I can just go to sleep early tonight and be ... » Continue Reading
hiii!!! so it has been quite a while since i last posted on here,,, or was even active ^^;; but i am thinking now that it may be beneficial 4 me 2 try 2 do daily logs in here! just 4 self-reflection n shit,,, kinda like a diary! :D every1 on here is so cool, i would luv 2 be genuine friendz w so many of u guys! i also have 2 of my irl best friends on here now, so thatz fun ;D \ today was a good da... » Continue Reading