Here is my bullshit rant and I hope someone else can somehow relate, or it may just be my stupid young mind who knows">"You want to understand how my mind works here you go I have everything I love this feeling th3 feeling of losing control of doing anything and everything I want, I can not care when I am like this, I am free everywhere, I don't want to worry bout anything, I want to be fre » Continue Reading
Heyyyy- Tomorrow I am going to the water park with my brother, (who has been away at Germany for over 3 years) and my dad. I'm nervous because I have some oldish self harm scars on my thighs. There's no covering them up without it just looking stupid. I am going to put band aids on the ones that are more visible. I'm not ashamed of them or anything.. I just don't r » Continue Reading
Ohmm I feel like I should be more worried about graduating soon/ being a senior. Which means I have to do all that college stuff or finally figure out what I want to do. I keep having that attitude where I believe everything is going to work out in the end despite not having a set plan. Everything is okay now but I just know life is gonna smack the shit out of me once I graduate. I am also enterin... » Continue Reading