Senior Year

Ohmm I feel like I should be more worried about graduating soon/ being a senior. Which means I have to do all that college stuff or finally figure out what I want to do. I keep having that attitude where I believe everything is going to work out in the end despite not having a set plan. Everything is okay now but I just know life is gonna smack the shit out of me once I graduate. I am also entering a new school for my senior year so :^) that's great. It's supposed to be kind of a restart but I am nervous it's just going to be the same as everywhere else. People always want to put their expectations of themselves onto me and expect me to be a certain way. It gets old having to see the same "oh" face on someone after meeting them or not living up to what they expected. It's like I can tell the exact moment their ideas of me have shifted. I know it will get better after highschool when I am not forced to interact with people I could not be bothered with!! But it's really hard to look forward to that when I have a whole other year. Anyways yuh --- :,0)