cw: mental illness i think i'm reverting back to my grade 9 self. i'm listening to the same alternative music, not showering for days on end, i never leave the house and i'm staying up until 5am and only waking up around 2pm. i went through a pretty bad depressive stage back when i was 15 and now, 5 years later, i'm going through the same phase all over again. anyways, i think its just really int... » Continue Reading
i am beyond tired of putting all my time and effort into a guy just for him to lead me on and ghost me when he’s done with me. i really thought i met a nice guy this time but he turned out exactly the same. apparently no matter how many times they tell you, “you’re amazing”, “you’re perfect”, “i’m so happy i met you”, they never actually mean it. do i do something to drive them away? or am i just ... » Continue Reading