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OH MY GOSH FUCKOFF GROUPMATES

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I HATE MY LIFE. I GOT THE SHITTIEST PAIRS/GROUPS/TASKS FOR OUR QUARTERLY ASSESSMENT. Socstud english roleplay (integrated) -  No contributions (x4) Contribution but HUGE issues and is a massive pervert who wants to fuck his own mom (x1) Filipino Have to monologue as a character. Not too bad except for the fact we gotta do it in school... Math LUCKED OUT AND GOT THE MATH VARSITYYYY » Continue Reading

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ningas kugon - jack of all trades

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due to my overachieving nature ive always took every extracurricular presented to me - badminton -muay Thai -boxing -dancing -taekwondo -piano -guitar -student ministry -journalism -foreign language heh. i dropped most of them but I still struggle.  its really hard, and its kinda embarrassing to take all and drop all the term ningas kugon in filipino means "a bright flame at the start » Continue Reading

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not_exactly_a_sui-slide_letter.docx

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i want to die but im too painstakingly selfless and empathetic its not self praise it hurts ive been crying for the past hour » Continue Reading

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this'll be immortalized on the internet (i hope)

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this'll be immortalized on the internet (i hope) - context on the title having a breakdown over the fact that when i die, all my memories are gone. no trace. when my friends die, that too also goes. so imagine everyone who remembers/knows a certain person dies. that person does not exist anymore in this world. no trace. i want to immortalize all the important people in my life here so even like i ... » Continue Reading

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I GOT AN 89 WHAT THE FUCK

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k im blogging this in class bc im so shocked I know I'm bad at filipino but I didn't expect it to be THIS BAD this is my first line of 8 in.... EVER. like I've never had any grades below 90 ever since school started!!!!! ok I know its still a high grade, but if you consider what kind of people I'm trying to compete against..... ahhahwhwaawhwadjebfjhawkjlkew;regrdthldgjrker;tjgtld I'm killing mysel... » Continue Reading

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i hate math

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i know maybe this is easy for math wiz-es out there but i hate quadratic inequalities so much and quadratics in general so much I'm gonna kill myself FUCK I HATE GRAMMARLY IT KEEPS CORRECTING QUADRATICS TO QUADRATIC like i know this is basic grade9 math but i genuinely cannot keep up i mean i get the making an equation given the roots but still !!!!!! » Continue Reading

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my head hurts

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ill just put my schedule here. i think you can piece it together, if anyone even reads this 4AM - wake up 6AM - go to school 7AM-4PM - class 5-10/11PM - study as soon as i get home from studying i study again for the next day wooaoaoaoaoaahahh!!!!! i need my highest honors sorry self! I'm not killing myself literally, but mentally. » Continue Reading

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thought dump. (its getting better now.)

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life got better. this is gonna be a compilation of  random  thoughts I'm having while studying - started 8:37 pm UTC +8 -I only ever saw like, homey, non-travel like Japan at night and early, early morning. It's really relaxing, and I hope I can get a scholarship there. :) I've been studying Japanese since I was 10 years old (on and off, so I'm still n5, but still! ik grammar but not kanji,,) -Son... » Continue Reading

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I FORGOT !

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oopsies so i forgot to update.... anyways there hasn't been that much to update??? i mean okay backtracking on the "the girls hate me" thing they're actually just really nice and thought i was a varsity oops.... I'm like that one guy who was like "hey cool binder!" "wanna come over to my house later?" "THEY ALL HATED ME." something like that, okay also i like got my room together and redecorated m... » Continue Reading

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cream sections

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i strongly believe that students should be sectioned based on their grades. like cream of the crop - maintain average - strive for higher fails - get to average BECAUSE though my school is prestigious, there are a surprising amount of dumb fucks who bring the ones better than them down. in groupworks, its all for one grading, and peer evaluations. stupid motherfucks who didn't do the work can gra » Continue Reading

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GREEN SCHOOL ADMINISTRATION...

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ok context my school is dubbed "the green school with TONS of redflags" okay i might get called spoon-fed, but our education system "borderfree learning" literally raised us to utilize the network to study, and instead of exams, we get assessments like instead of a 50-item quiz for subjects, we get to do something to APPLY our skills english - we write a play or something math - formulate and solv... » Continue Reading

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the most dangerous website essay thingy something....

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okay so im just gonna copy paste what i wrote here since uh i don't want it to go to waste!!!! the first sentence is the prompt. She couldn't believe it. Was it really him?  It was the same face, the same hair, the same everything. It was the face she had loved for so long, but could never love publicly. She was too scared to confess, so she just chalked her feelings down to "unresolved." She re » Continue Reading

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