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taek won do or take my heart

Category: Life

idk why the other one is gone i cant find it basically me and him trained on saturday on coach's 2nd team since it was free for us (1st team) anyways i sucked the entire time but that didnt matter also i was on the tricycle and there was a car behind us i was like "lol wouldn't this be so crazy if it was his car"  it WAS HIS. well anyways after training he opened up to me abt him having depression... » Continue Reading

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crush(ing my lungs)

Category: Life

so i train with this guy, i think i mentioned him we're classmates, so we share a schedule, and we usually go train tkd afterwards, we go up together, down together, etcetcecetc.  but he got into varsity and i did not so our schedules have changed  we're still classmates, but we don't really see each other after class much   but i developed this lungcrushing crush on him like whats even worse is w... » Continue Reading

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mountain range mood

Category: Life

my life currently feels like an insane mountain range maybe like the sierra madre, where i have like the most insane peaks but also the worst lows ever and there are spots where you cant figure out if youre more at the peak or more in hell but lowkey i really am thankful that i got to like experience this and everything im still totally stressed but i think im managing it better i also talked abou... » Continue Reading

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pretty little head of yours

Category: Life

i dont really like being the cartooning head theres so much to do, i have to manage assignments, im not even done with mine. i still have to gradeeeee fuggg my lifeee mannnnnn the moderators are pressuring the entire editorial board because in their words we are lacklusterly continuing the work of the previous heads, from 35 years ago to now. we fall really short of their expectations my resume ab... » Continue Reading

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its catching up fuckk

Category: Blogging

ANYWAYS scratch the blog abt aca stress being worth it it is not when you have like what 5+ positions it is NOT worth it -Leccom -Head Cartoonist -Feat writer -Tkd Club senior -Science Varisty -Science group (includes school outsiders, diffo group) - Sports marshall heh hehh im gonnna go fucking insane i dont have any free time left to myself atleast ill have a bomb resume whe » Continue Reading

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my school is a barbie school; its filled w plastic

Category: Life

literally i hate my section so much i wanna kill myself. why the fuck are half the girls stupid airheaded ditzy mean girl bitches who cant eve answer a simple math problem for fucks sake. and when you dont wanna do a favor for them they look at you as if youre the problem HAHAHAHAH stupid hoes i hope your grades tank so low you gotta be a cumdumpster when ur older. entitled fuckers think they run ... » Continue Reading

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academic stress is lowkey worth it

Category: Blogging

i have so many extra/co-curriculars but its like kinda worth it to have that life afterwards -taekwondo -junior high publication -campus ministry -possibly restarting piano -considering joining science varsity like im crashing out but its better the crashout is now than later and being honest, i have so many seniors as inspiration to keep going i have insane eyebags but yeah i got that dead eyes s... » Continue Reading

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academic stress is lowkey worth it

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i have so many extra/co-curriculars but its like kinda worth it to have that life afterwards -taekwondo -junior high publication -campus ministry -possibly restarting piano -considering joining science varsity like im crashing out but its better the crashout is now than later and being honest, i have so many seniors as inspiration to keep going i have insane eyebags but yeah i got that dead eyes s... » Continue Reading

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i need that bitch's wardrobe

Category: Life

so theres this girl from another section who my friend and i have had a friend crush on since the start of grade 9 reminder we're both fucking wimps at socializing so yeah no chance of getting to talk to her ANYWAYS she is literally the most iconic bitch ever, like take one look at her and you'd think of ayesha erotica/slayyyyter. idfk how her brown-dirtyblonde skunk stripes are allowed in school ... » Continue Reading

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coding is a bitch and should be abolished istg

Category: Life

i hate coding so much i literally ont get why its a REQUIRED subject. cant it be an elective or something??? why does it have to be damn required i am literally frying my braincells over this and literaly we have to memorize so many specifications and ports and its making my head swim and i swear im going to jump off the window im sat beside holy shit abolish required coding my ass is ot becoming ... » Continue Reading

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left side and left out!!!!

Category: Life

idk i couldnt detatch from the friendgroup bc theyre really all i have and love but for some reason i feel left out with the ones who are my classmates idk theres 4 of them in a corner of the room (by alphabetical order, they have close last names) and i have a last name in the "B" so im at front and i do know ppl there just not well enough to be someone paired with i feel like such a floater frie... » Continue Reading

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growing up or growing out

Category: Life

So recently, I started feeling that my current friend group is not it right now. Like, I constantly feel excluded (not on purpose) and lowkey they're starting to get toxic, getting involved with other people's drama. I love them, but they're not exactly the crowd that I want during my formative years yk??? Like I'd lean on them for support and let them lean on me back when they need it, but someth... » Continue Reading

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