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Turning 20

Category: Life

Hello, been a while since I've been here. I turn 20 in like 9 days. I'm not very excited about it. I don't feel like I'm ready at all. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel as though I've wasted so much of my teen years to trying to stay alive. I did it though I guess. At 16, I fully expected me to not be around by now. I feel the worst part about turning 20 now is that I won't be with my fa... » Continue Reading

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another trip around the sun

Category: Life

I turned 18 yesterday. 6 years ago, I would've never seen this coming. the same 4,3 and maybe even two years ago. Over the past year, I've gone through a lot. I've been kicked out three times, lost friends, moved states.  My girlfriend and her mom got me the best present anyone could get me. They're going to pay and help me get my name changed legally. I'm so grateful for everyone I have in my lif... » Continue Reading

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Life in general

Category: Life

So, its been a while since i've been on here. not that anyone noticed really, but thats okay. i got kicked out of my dads house, then my friends house and honestly, ive been better since then. It's been two or three weeks since i got kicked out of my last place and i've been living in a shed and its been better than i could've ever imagined. I love my current friend group and i'm so glad they were... » Continue Reading

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having a bad time

Category: Life

 i feel like im crashing. i've felt so good the past two weeks and now today, it's all crashing down. i feel terrible again. i feel like i cant catch my breath. i dont know what to do. what am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to make myself feel better? this sucks so much more with me having to go back to school tomorrow. i really dont want to. i really just wanna stay home and take care of mys... » Continue Reading

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new laptop swag

Category: Life

i got my own laptop today!! how exciting. i can now do like whatever i want without having to worry about nothing. this will be very swag, i promise. anyway, have a good day or whatever good bye » Continue Reading

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