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Hello, been a while since I've been here. I turn 20 in like 9 days. I'm not very excited about it. I don't feel like I'm ready at all. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel as though I've wasted so much of my teen years to trying to stay alive. I did it though I guess. At 16, I fully expected me to not be around by now. I feel the worst part about turning 20 now is that I won't be with my family. im reaching a milestone I never thought I'd get to and I can't even have my siblings and mom to go thought it with me. I don't feel like celebrating anything. I don't know how to be happy or proud of myself for getting this far despite every battle I've fought within myself to be here. That's all I have to say for now. Here's to getting to next week 😀
Turning 20
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T0byS@w
Starting your 20s can be very .. very much overwhelming, but think about it this way u just started ur life ... ur first 10 years ... Will u were a kis we all were stupid kids we barley remember anything so think about ur first 10 years of Yr life are the default sitting of ur basic learning thing, and now u come to ur other 10 years u maybe waste it as u said , but u just start living as a person with thoughts and stuff , so don't get mad about urself for "not doing anything in ur teen years" because it doesn't matter any more its passed and we should move on and look forward the future !! The 20s are the years where we should start planning and working for our future.. our life .. choosing what are we and what do we want, what are the things that make us happy to make it happen in the end... I think u now get what I'm trying to say .. live ur life and don't feel guilty about the past . Focus on your main time , and the future and I'm sure you'll be happy at the end , I hope u reach the peace u want to reach and live the happy life u want , ~ and happy birthday ~ September twin LOL
Thank you for the very kind words. It truly means a lot to me. happy late birthday as well!
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I hope u find all the things that make u happy truly I'm glad about it . + THX!!
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It'll all be okay, congratulations and happy birthday. Even if you don't feel like celebrating, I hope you can at least rest easy with the knowledge you made it. I'm proud of you.