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i feel like im crashing. i've felt so good the past two weeks and now today, it's all crashing down. i feel terrible again. i feel like i cant catch my breath. i dont know what to do. what am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to make myself feel better? this sucks so much more with me having to go back to school tomorrow. i really dont want to. i really just wanna stay home and take care of myself but i cant and i dont even know how. i miss my boyfriend.
i'm supposed to be going to therapy soon and hopefully they'll actually help me. i'm tired of not being in control of my emotions. i hate these stupid fucking mood swings. i'm pretty sure i have BPD but i dont want to self diagnose or anything. i just want to talk to a psychiatrist and find out whats wrong with me because this is exhausting.
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Hatsune Miku
Hi friend, I know that you don't know me, and I don't know you, but I want to be real with you.
I understand things are hard right now but I swear with everything in me things are going to improve. If there's anything I can do to help please let me know