a volcano could erupt right very now as i am writing this i could die right now, just me, and everyone else lives i could be standing in front of the love of my life right now or maybe the man who will kill me i could live until im 100 i could die tomorrow in fact i don't know if im alive right now that's why i quit my job i dont think life is meaningless enough to not be doing whatever the fuck y... » Continue Reading
giving someone everything they want is different than giving someone everything you have if one guy has a billion dollars and gives me 100,000 of that, it would’ve meant more if a guy that had 5 dollars gave me 5 dollars » Continue Reading
almost every interaction i have with a new person makes me wanna write on here unfortunately i fall in love with every boy i meet i wish i had an immediate way of telling someones feelings guessing is so annoying and unfair i wish i knew what he felt and if i should come back because now all i wanna do is carry a lighter around and make my friends get tattoos so maybe i could tell them that i kno... » Continue Reading
all i wanna do right now is go to your tattoo shop and ask you for a cigarette i hope you’re thinking about me right now and every time you go out to smoke » Continue Reading
i smell like cigarettes and we have the same labret i’ll spray paris hilton all over me you said im 18 and you shouldn’t give me one but i’m just that persuasive i’ll stand in front of you and make you laugh and i’ll make you think im perfect and everything in this world it’s like you’re 18 all over again i’ll touch your arms and trace over your tattoos and you’ll wonder if a decade between us is ... » Continue Reading
maybe i picked up that cd for a reason a year ago that called out to me for no reason at all and all the reason in the world everything and anything and nothing and no one i think it's a key to myself but even that's lost maybe i have to scout the world looking for parts of myself that are scattered it's like looking for alaska isn't it amazing that i know enough to make references like that? that... » Continue Reading
i can feel you thinking of me you’re not as out of reach as i’d imagine i think i’m prettier than i know but if i could put how i felt into words that’s not what i would say my conscious knows but my subconscious keeps pushing another direction you want me i just have to believe it » Continue Reading
if you knew what i wanted would you make yourself fit into it? even if it meant ruining yourself? you know im a ghost wont let it go it was all for you and more say what you need to say i won't listen to you people need to break if they don't you end up with girls who love lululemon and taylor swift because they never had to spill their blood over what they're feeling that life seems so pure and w... » Continue Reading
i've felt this forever ever since i was a kid into my teenagehood even when i thought i found peace, i'd push this down but even pushed down it would beg to come up and becoming increasingly obvious and clear i want a sweet and kind boy to love me but i think i need someone to break me the kind of love i know im cut out for is temporary because all the best people in this world are, no one truly s... » Continue Reading
the green in his eyes and my inability to swallow what a dream of a man sitting in front of me patient as ever he’s more than i’ve needed truly i can stand here by myself on the foot of my bed but what’s the fun if he’s not on it fucking man whore i know you screwed that girl every time you play you do you can’t pick up an acoustic instrument and leave unload your guitar and play that shitty sma... » Continue Reading