"being alive"
and i'm trying to do it right.
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Mood: i want to run away, i can't, and that's okay but i still want to.
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1. playing wizard101 2. reading fanfics with great dialogue that both study the characters and just get the dynamics right (buffy-spike, leorio-kurapika, caitlyn-vi, etc.) [random note: still searching for a caitvi fanfic that totally rewrites season 2 from vi's perspective. i'll always be upset with the pacing issues.] 3. reading real books, once i start them 4. yoga 5. watching new animes from m... » Continue Reading
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things i'm good at and/or have experience doing: 1. being right about things based on intuition 2. defending people 3. doing research (without chatgpt) 4. seeing the grey zone 5. making collages 6. empathizing 7. feeling guilty 8. winning things, not sure why really. let's say luck. 9. buying the worst teas. 10. selling things online 11. avoiding paying for public transit 12. staying hydrated » Continue Reading
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i guess i'm scared of forgetting. for the record, i haven't forgotten anything. i have pictures, spotify wrapped playlists, archived emails, school assignments, diary entries from seventh grade, old texts, just in case. i remember everything. sometimes even down to the day of the week. somedays i want to forget it all. but i don't regret anything, and i know if given the chance to redo it all, i... » Continue Reading
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i don't feel my age. i know so many people experienced such extreme lows during the initial lockdown in march of 2020, but i like to think covid didn't affect me. it was my freshman year of high school, i was fifteen, we had our january midterms and the cheer season came to a natural end in february. i knew the national quarantine was coming since the end of december, no one believed me back the... » Continue Reading
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today was good but i'm crashing and it's only 630. my uncle won't stop sending keto muffin recipes to the family groupchat. no one ever texts there. subtle brag that you're "healthy" even though you can't get any bitches. i ended up doing well on a physics test i thought would tank my grade. very grateful to the universe for that. science club is hopefully done for the year. i’m a mess and i did... » Continue Reading
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i'm so tired. i had a freak out early. it might've been an anxiety attack i don't know. i tried to take a quick nap because i couldn't stay awake and i was so scared when i woke up. i take my driving test tomorrow and i have a math test. i didn't get to read any more of my book or do any more ap gov work. i have a headache and i feel so sick. » Continue Reading
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i’m so stressed oh my god so tomorrow i need to: - finish dorothy day research for an essay - catch up on ap gov/watch videos on unit 3/try to memorize case rulings for frq monday - do my math homework - practice my flute because i'm playing for the school on april 7th - my wiz quizzes so i can get a membership after my ap exams - make a quizlet for the french vocab test monday but i’m going t... » Continue Reading
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