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i’m so stressed oh my god
so tomorrow i need to:
- finish dorothy day research for an essay
- catch up on ap gov/watch videos on unit 3/try to memorize case rulings for frq monday
- do my math homework
- practice my flute because i'm playing for the school on april 7th
- my wiz quizzes so i can get a membership after my ap exams
- make a quizlet for the french vocab test monday
but i’m going to new york for a mental health summit (IDK OKAY) so like... how much am i going to do?
i did NOTHING productive today. i talked to jordan about backup colleges and other stuff and then matt and i went to the taco shop and dropped off his ex gf's stuff (which i would never do) while i played rep (lwymmd went HARD today).
there's so much i want to do but i don't have time.
i want to read books. i took three out from the library, one for dorothy day, and still haven't finished the seven husbands of evelyn hugo jordan gave me like 2 weeks ago.
it's a fatal flaw of mine i need to repair. i cannot live my life as the kind of person who starts projects and doesn't finish them. i DO finish them. i always HAVE finished them. but i feel like i'm struggling NOW for some reason.
i think it's probably anxiety about the ap exams in may and the sat results coming friday. like i need to know and not in the doja cat way. i’m am actually kind of scared man. but whatever happens happens.
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giordana ⭐︎
i think we live parallel lives. LITERALLY
when you’re doing well i’m doing well and when i’m doing poorly you’re doing poorly.
- during the summer we were both fairly productive and in control despite some pitfalls
- we both peaked in like december
- we got our shit together simultaneously around early february
- we’ve both been off lately
the dates may not be right but i am CONVINCED of this. it’s like being in sync
i would AGREE EXCEPT january and february were awful. i’m actually doing fine right now i'm just so busy. like maybe more busy than the past few months because everything is like, ending, or ending soon and i need to get everything together and it's just so much and i’m so tired because i can't sleep at night
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