blog entry 3

today was good but i'm crashing and it's only 630. 

my uncle won't stop sending keto muffin recipes to the family groupchat. no one ever texts there. subtle brag that you're "healthy" even though you can't get any bitches. 

i ended up doing well on a physics test i thought would tank my grade. very grateful to the universe for that. science club is hopefully done for the year. i’m a mess and i didn't know what was going on but i think i may have helped with the bridge breaking but it didn't break production experiment sand weight thing. i was in the video and the math i did while on camera was wrong (LMAO) and they aren't allowed to crop the video but who cares they won't know so CROP IT OUT. i took my math test. i think it went better than the bridge math. i hope. i’m hopeful. one week until marking period ends. trina bought me lunch. grateful for that too. i need to pay her back but i probably won't (sorry). 

and... the big reveal... big surprise... i passed my driving test! i was great at parallel parking but i know for a fact the instructor judger man didn't even look. he graduated from my school sixty years ago and he has lunch with the dude who gave me my original six hours whose car i used for the test. the instructor judger man has never failed anyone in that car. yes i was good, i was safe, i was good, but i didn't need to be and my mother and neighbor told me they didn't think i would pass. welcome to 2022, the year where no one can drive and no one cares that no one can drive. it's the way of the world. accept it or get off the road. safety is for mothers against drunk driving, not the average man. 

i think i'm being ironic, but when i say my dmv will pass anyone at the road test, i mean it.

glad that's over, my grandparents will probably get me a car in the next three months so then i can actually get to the places i need to be, as in school and the library and probably other places for volunteering. it's crazy. i can literally go anywhere. i could disappear and no one could ever find me. 

i really want to read more of my book, it's called bunny by mona awad, it's very liquid smooth culture iykyk. 

all i have to do tonight is: