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Category: Life

And now, I wait for everyone else to get up because I'm ready to meet my case worker. It's a few hours away currently, but I'm prepared at least. May I add- god I hate shaving it's really annoying to do, the hair returns quickly, and I have a shit patchy beard. For the rest of the four or so hours I have until I have to go I can maybe relax and think. I have a couple of things open on the computer... » Continue Reading

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More sleep issues as usual it feels

Category: Life

I couldn't get to sleep until after midnight and only slept for a few hours. At one point while talking with mum about this she mentioned that weed had helped her when it got really bad for her one time, and that she got some from a family member that regularly has problems with sleep. We talked about that and... well yeah we need ID for that and I guess since we're already going out to get the ca... » Continue Reading

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Finally got back oops

Category: Life

Hello void, I'm very sorry that we just suddenly dropped off the face of the... well not the Earth because I talk with friends frequently on Mastodon, but off of this website. Every week thinking "I should log back in" at least once, and not doing it, because I keep not doing things I'm thinking about doing and uh... oops. Yeah reminding myself of that is just painful ugh. Other than that I kind o... » Continue Reading

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for some reason woke up at midnight and couldn't get back to sleep

Category: Life

I've been up for 12 hours already by now and at this point I'm very much bored. I know I get bored easily as it is but it's really hitting right now. By now today I've already done several small things and I don't know what else to do and I'm left thinking.  » Continue Reading

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ramble about situation. (inappropriate conduct by someone, nightmare, ocd)

Category: Life

I had been woken up late last night by family talking about a man that unexpectedly started ranting about unrelated things and acting inappropriately at a cadets event my sibling was at as part of their time in air cadets.That whole thing was uncomfortable and kept me up for hours, and once I got back to sleep I had a nightmare.  Once I was able to calm down from the nightmare, I got in a fight wi... » Continue Reading

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Back after a short break I guess

Category: Life

I didn't really do anything interesting in the last several days, but in my defense there isn't that much to do at the moment. It's been mind-numbingly boring for so long now that... eh.  » Continue Reading

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My birthday

Category: Life

I'm officially 20 years old. Hm.  » Continue Reading

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oh god. covid

Category: Life

my brother is positive, and i am showing symptoms. oh god god oh fuck oh fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck no please can't i have one fucking break » Continue Reading

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Migraines suck. (physical health)

Category: Life

never prepared for the intense nausea that comes with it. headaches, i've had before, but the nausea always catches me off guard  » Continue Reading

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Being kept awake

Category: Life

At first I was just unable to sleep, but then I developed a really nasty headache. I've taken painkiller but by now it got too hard to stay lying down so I watched videos and walked a bit to take my mind off of the headache as it eventually went away. It's like 04:13 and I didn't get any sleep and I'm thinking about caramelldansen and how in the fall I'm going to actually be in the same time zone ... » Continue Reading

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Pensive mood.

Category: Life

Thinking. We get a lot of time to think. This always hits at some point. I don't know what else to do and I've heard that's a common issue. I don't know.  » Continue Reading

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I'm incredibly sore today

Category: Blogging

Other than that I feel completely fine. Right now I'm taking it slow because of the soreness. A nice, calm day. Would be better if I wasn't dealing with the time feeling off because of daylight savings, though.  » Continue Reading

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