You know whats funny? I saw him saturday. He told me he loved me afterwards. As in " te amo" significantly more important than " te quiero". It was a specially nice day, I felt in a movie for a couple seconds while he was chasing me down a large passage covered by tall gardens that shielded neighboring houses from our laughter. The sky was blue and had a couple of pink-ish clouds which were perfe... » Continue Reading
In other news I am talking to this man that was part of my past I guess. We never got to do anything until now. Whats funny about it is that I in fact had been thinking about him after a couple of weeks of being by myself. He seemed nice, we kissed. Not in an awkward manner as it seems to be written here. But I did think of him for weeks and he started appearing more. The day he texted me I felt a... » Continue Reading
I've broken up with my boyfriend a couple months ago, if I'm not wrong today its to be 3 months. I dont feel bad. I dont feel about it. Its absurd, I realized that I in fact didnt feel that all to well for a long time. a Long, time. I never felt completely good. Its always ben there, the feeling I got at 13 which will possibly not dissappear. But this was not abut that man at all, its my natural s... » Continue Reading
I was with my boyfriend for 10 months and 3 days. I loved him deeply, with my sad decaying heart, I love. I love all, from the cold breeze of clear days in my dark city to the warmth of home on rainy days. One of my soulmates is dying, I'll miss her for the years she spent with me, taking care of me when I couldn't. Her paws will be imprinted in my bed, my sofa, the blankets; her hair will be ... » Continue Reading