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In other news I am talking to this man that was part of my past I guess. We never got to do anything until now. Whats funny about it is that I in fact had been thinking about him after a couple of weeks of being by myself. He seemed nice, we kissed. Not in an awkward manner as it seems to be written here. But I did think of him for weeks and he started appearing more. The day he texted me I felt a sort of satisfaction; I portrayed it as a pleasure to be courted but in fact I had hoped to speak to him soon. He makes me laugh, and he's tall. Very tall. Hes a nice man. For the first time in my life, even after being for such a long time with another, I was asked out for valentine's day, my parents anniversary.

Thats a funny story to say the least, they didnt know Valentines day existed at all. My dad got sick and they had to postpone the wedding. It turned out to be specially romantic. 

He listened to "Ultraviolence" for me. That is very very sweet.