same night different feelings, im content with how things need to go down, im okay with this, not much to really update on right now, I'm just sitting in front of my space heater alone in my room with dim red LEDs, not feeling much, it's calming almost, I actually feel at peace. » Continue Reading
welp, regarding with what happened yesterday, alot has happened with me and them. long story short, they had a moment last night, and today we called it off and are "just friends". can't say I couldn't see this coming, we tried many different ways of going about this and it seems to me they just can't deal with this sort of thing with me, sucks but as long as I can at the very least talk with them... » Continue Reading
nobody is gonna see this, I know that but I'm still doing this because it's a good way to talk about how I feel about things, also cause maybe someone'll see this and have something for their eyeballs to ascertain for a while this is gonna be a ventish post? idk how to phrase it but there so, what's been going on? well this last week was less than favorable but it's not my worst week, not much to ... » Continue Reading