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Happy pride month & mens mental health month!!

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Rememember that you all are loved, valid, amazing and deserve love!! » Continue Reading

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BPD vent

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I fucking hate having BPD I hate the splitting, the constant fear, the constant numbness, the dissociation, the overthinking It ruins your fucking life I don't want this fucking disorder anymore I hate it I'm in therapy but it's still so fucking hard to deal with I don't want to do this anymore I'm tired I just want to have normal emotions and be able to regulate them and talk about them but noooo... » Continue Reading

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Therapy upd8s

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So as i posted about earlier, i was recently diagnosed w bpd and started an emotion regulation therapy Today i had my 4th session nd it went pretty well!! We talked abt stepping out of a situation when u feel triggered and observing how u feel We also got homework to write down feelings, actions and consequenses of those actions which i think is really interesting And for the last hour we had crea... » Continue Reading

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Being a teen in the early 2010s

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Ugh life is so boring nowadays, i feel like the world completely lost it's color after like 2016 I loved being a teen in the early 2010s, we had the BEST internet experience! Animation memes, vines, epic music, epic fashion and more Cringe culture wasn't really a thing back then, sure we had some people calling us cringe but nowhere near as much as today? I honestly miss that time I'm never gonna ... » Continue Reading

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Band recs???

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Pls drop ur fav punk/metal/emo/scene bands ASAP i need new bands to listen to thanksss » Continue Reading

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Lyf upd8s

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Omg i am SOO sorry for not posting anything, i honestly completely forgot i even had this blog LOL Aaanywayss how is everyone doing?? I just recently got diagnosed w BPD & PTSD so that sucks but hey i'm in therapy now lol more specifically emotional regulation therapy which seems to be going okay so far uhh i think I've been living with my mom for about a year now cuz the psych hospital i lived in... » Continue Reading

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SUM 41 CONCERT

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HOLY SHIT I'M SEEING SUM 41 WITH MY BF TMRRW AAHH I'M SO EXCITED WHAT THE HELLNASJJDJEJDS » Continue Reading

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I luv lasagna

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Lasagna is love Lasagna is life Lasagna is my everything » Continue Reading

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5 weeks post jaw surgery!!

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Haii everyone!!! 5 weeks ago (22nd of February) i had top jaw surgery to correct an underbite i've had all my life. I'm still a little bit swollen and have some numbness in some areas BUT i feel alot better and i can slowly start eating normally again this week!!! And then at the 6 week mark (next thursday) i should be able to eat whatever i want!! i am SO gonna buy pizza i swear i miss pizza qwq ... » Continue Reading

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HELLO I'M NOT DED

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Hiiiiii Omg i just remembered this exists help me i am dumb xD How is everyone doing??? I'm 4 weeks post top jaw surgery so still healing (total recovery time is 6 weekz ish) but no more pain and swelling is v minimal rn!! Just re-dyed my hair black again and i seriously need to trim it again aaajdhdhr Also i'm so tempted to buy another band tee next week bc can you ever have too many???? Nah Anyw... » Continue Reading

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Mind ya business <3

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You know what pisses me off? People not minding their own business. Like why are you so upset over the fact that someone else does something you dislike even though it doesn't affect you in any way. You have to be a whole new level of pathetic to care so much about other people's lives when they aren't hurting anyone whatsoever. It's always the people who say "be yourself" who have the biggest iss... » Continue Reading

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i don't know what to title this

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this whole surgery thing has me so fucking worried like every time my body is in pain i freak out and get scared that i'm gonna fucking die and i hate it like no Jamie not every time you experience pain means you're gonna die lmao help :{{ » Continue Reading

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