i fucking hate being shy! that's literally one of my biggest downfalls, and i don't know how to get around it. i've always been so shy and socially anxious around people - especially since covid started. if i wasn't shy, then i would go around my entire school and just talk! literally, i'd just talk to anybody who i thought was cool in my classes and i would probably be friends with them on the sp... » Continue Reading
this summer has been very exhausting for me. mentally and physically. my parents love to go on vacations or just trips out of our boring hometown in general, and it usually feels like an escape from my normal life. i don't know, maybe leaving my home makes me different. i knew that every day i spent inside my room would be one more day spent dwelling on useless shit! btw a bunch of shit happened l... » Continue Reading