this summer has been very exhausting for me. mentally and physically. my parents love to go on vacations or just trips out of our boring hometown in general, and it usually feels like an escape from my normal life. i don't know, maybe leaving my home makes me different. i knew that every day i spent inside my room would be one more day spent dwelling on useless shit! btw a bunch of shit happened last school year. i don't want to give out all the details, but it's mostly just stuff from this person. communication with this person pretty much ended last december, and i've been trying to get over this person since maybe last summer. it's almost a year after, and i don't think i'm fully finished. i don't know, i started crying over them a few days ago. i don't think i'm trying though.
i want to help my other friend. she seems like she's in the same situation i was last year, and i don't know if i'm just dramatic and overly sensitive, but that person leaving my life was not the best impact on my mental health. i hope she's okay. i was talking to her about her breakup in late june, but i'm not really talking about it anymore. i think i'm a good friend when it comes to that because she said that i "actually cared." she can come to me whenever she wants to vent about her shitty ex, so hopefully she will see this (shes not on this website)
happy summer
stephen
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