i didnt do much today. im kind of sick. i woke up from a dream where my ex moved on with someone else despite saying they were letting everyone go to heal. i was so afraid and hurt, i even said in the dream how i was scared that they would move on while im stuck here unable to imagine being with anyone else. sorry for the overshare. it was a lot; my emotions are somehow more intense when i get sic... » Continue Reading
ig im gonna use this as a kind of public diary, kind of like in wet moon, which is one of my favorite graphic novel series'. ill try to write everyday, but this is mostly to try to keep myself accountable in recording events in my life, especially since im in the turbulent and truly abysmal 20s. whoever said it gets better was fucking lying it isn't getting better, and i doubt it magically gets be... » Continue Reading