"deflateng"
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I want to...get into architecture. It's making me almost sick and antsy to think about it and not be making anything. This sucks, I don't like having dreams like this because this one is one I can't play around with and realize "oh maybe that was a pipe dream" and lose that spark naturally. This is schooling, serious stuff, history, art. Gritting teeth. Geometry. I have been trying to ignore it, ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I wanted to befriend this person, and she likes me and that's great. We initiated well, and she's funny, but also. Really bad about planning. And when hanging out like...paying attention. This is recent so I believe it's just developed out of neccessity. But also I can understand why it's happening and still not like it very much. And trying to talk boundaries feels like I get put in a social trap... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Crazy to become untouchstarved. Touchfull. Touch content. I almost feel guilty for being content?? Like I always used to boast about how cuddly I am. Which is still true! But I am just reliably able to be touched so I no longer feel like I need to be like a piece of tape to someone. That's still fun though. But it's no longer no touch until I beg someone, or overcome that social boundary, or just ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
MY FEET HURTTT AARRR and my back started acting up. I think I have pinpointed exactly where the damage is, so hopefully I can solve it, or lessen it. At least I have my tumeric tea... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
NOT A SINGLE ITEM MISSING OR HAD TO BE REPLACED IN MY ORDER!! THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED!! » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Also crazy thing happened where I am both at the center of lies and drama at work and completely removed. One of my coworkers come to the office, with the sole purpose of silently pressuring me. My boss tells me Do Not give it to her. She stands there. Then my other boss calls me on the phone and goes Give It to her. She is 1 foot away from me and hovering, basically cornering me for at least an e... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Boss began complaining about how I called out sick for a 4 day weekend and took everything in me to not go damn straight I did!!! You scheduled me 7 days straight and changed nothing about the schedule to have me get more rest days, breaking the rules I made about that. So yeah, I called out to only work 6 days. I have told you these rules, and now those are the consequences!!! » Continue Reading
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