I feel like im Dory. I just float around life with no purpose or motivation everything i do is influence by someone. Every once and a while its like i wake up for a few seconds and realize everything and everyone around me is alive and real. I forget im alive, everything happens on autopilot and i just forget to acknowledge my own existence. » Continue Reading
I'm not the type of person that's okay with being alone forever. I want to fall hopelessly in love, to be loved, but people terrify me. I'm not going to say it doesn't make sense. The way peopl- I cant even express the ins and outs of meeting and dating someone. I know what it is to feel for someone, to have a 'crush'. It doesn't make me giddy or excited,i just feel panicked and scared. Not in... » Continue Reading
My whole life i was ignored, ridiculed, or punished when i was treated unfairly. I was the youngest child in a poor household to an angry post-teen pregnancy single mom. I was the last to arrive when everyone had already learned the "Law of The Land". My oldest sibling had classic "Parentification" taking on the role of the parents, expected to clean, cook, and care for everyone unable to ... » Continue Reading