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I feel like im Dory. I just float around life with no purpose or motivation everything i do is influence by someone. Every once and a while its like i wake up for a few seconds and realize everything and everyone around me is alive and real. I forget im alive, everything happens on autopilot and i just forget to acknowledge my own existence.
Feeling Like Dory
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roma
A couple months ago I was at the Japanese tea garden in San Antonio tx an I was watching all these koi fish swim around, and I was going through a pretty tough time with like family an other stuff an also comparing myself to other people a lot, and for some reason I just watched this one black an white koi slowly swimming the opposite direction of these two orange koi an I just connected so hard with that black an white koi, like everyone else seems like they have no problem just swimming full speed in one direction an im just slowly making my way the completely other way, but he seemed fine with it so idk I just thought maybe that connects in some way to how u feel like dory
YESS people talk about feeling like theryr watching their lives through a tv just sitting back and watching everything happen infront of them butfor me theres no one behind the screen ...like nothing there is no 'behind' idont even know if im explaining this well it like i dont even exist there is no 'me' the other night i went to the bathroom and as i was leaving i just stopped for some reason and looked at the mirror i saw myself but ofcourse it wasnt really me then for a split second i was there again i had appeared right infront of myself the screen was gone i recongnized that person idk i probably sound crzy brb lemme go searchup 'impostor syndrome'
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nvm das not me
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yeah definitely not imposter syndrome, maybe depersonalization, but I’m not a doctor so I can’t say for sure
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