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when i was a kid. i used to draw these weird pieces about dreams i’d have. i grew up catholic, the hardcore kind. hours of church every sunday. our priest believed that dreams were a connection to God. i thought it was kind of bullshit, but with how vivid my dreams were, i didn’t think it could hurt. eventually, my father found my works, and he made me burn them in our firepit. im talking about t... » Continue Reading
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i relapsed. self harm, wise. i’m not on drugs again. but it just wouldn’t fucking shut up, and nothing was working, and i was so fucking sick of hearing it. so i thought i should at least try, and it fucking worked. i can’t wear any short sleeves for a while, and i’m pretty disgusted with myself, but for the first time in actual months, it shut up. i know checkers will see this. kid, i’m okay. i s... » Continue Reading
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it feels like all i post about is the Growth, but yesterday when I touched it..it felt like I could feel it through my gloves. It was Bad. » Continue Reading
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staying over at my friend's dorm. i can't be here for very long, because there's a strict 'no prolonged visitors' policy, but i think i can camp out for maybe a week until i have to go back. i left all my windows open to see if that would help with the possible spores. i keep meaning to post the video showing it talking, but it's really overwhelming. thank you for your patience. i'm trying to edit... » Continue Reading
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i was mayeb not sober, and i was talking to the Grwoth in my room and i domt knwjo if it was a fucking hallucination or somethign but it fucking talked back. i think im fucking losing my mind, i dotn know what ot do abotu it. holy fukcign shit. chirst christ christ crhitst fucikign god holy shit what the fucuk do i do. i left my room fucking obviously but sawaht the fuck else do i od??? it f ucki... » Continue Reading
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it has been 761 days since. 1,795 days until. » Continue Reading
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sorry ive been inactive. i had the worst hangover of my life. » Continue Reading
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i feel like if i dont start watching it, it'll get worse, but when i watch it, i feel worse. » Continue Reading
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usually, it feels like i can hear it breathe, or pulse, or whatever it does, but it's quiet today. » Continue Reading
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GROWing up, i used to get given diaries and journals by therapists or my parents, but i never could remember anything interesting enough to write it down. i kind of regret it now, in all honesty. but spacehey is a pretty good place to write down how i feel » Continue Reading
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on one hand, i want to drink it, on the other hand, i remember a really long time ago someone said to me you shouldn't drink if you're not in a good mood. alcohol dependence, or something. i don't even like this brand, but it makes me think about some parties i went to growing up, and those were fun. it might've just been fun because of the social context, though. » Continue Reading
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