I felt the collapse of your life in my arms, my whole world slipped and fell, for what felt like - forever. I hear the sounds you made and the patter of your toes, Then I will search, try to get a glimpse of you. You were close to me for so long, Wrapped around me as we slept, no fear in the world. I hope you still do, and for her sake too. » Continue Reading
All the good I had was bad I blamed others but my mind was just sad They diagnosed me and I relied upon that Self actualisation for years and never reaching climax But now I know who I am I know what I’ve done I see the bad, I see the good I see the toxic, I see the fun Self actualisation is something I may never achieve But for now I’ve found happiness in nobody but me » Continue Reading
Seventeen years I went away I built stories you wouldn’t even imagine were true I was a shell, completely and purely motivated by my trauma And the trauma built Each time it built I went further and further away Until I was just flesh and bone with a desire for the end. I looked like I was having a great time, But it would end and I would cry. I found myself at thirty. I had gone away but Those tr... » Continue Reading