Ellie LaVey

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"Numbing the pain."

26yrs old. Partnered. Chaotic good. PNW. VOTE BERNIE SANDERS

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A 5 part dream (TW: VIOLENCE/SEX)

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

My dream starts off. I'm in a house. My biological father has custody of my sister and I. He tells us he's taking us to school. I get ready. Put on cute outfit. Boots. All black. We get in car. He then drives us to a trailer house. Hands my sister a gun and says "go in there and shoot them" we decline but he says to do it. So I take the gun from my sister and we walk into this person's house. It's... » Continue Reading

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Im an alcoholic

Category: Life

Last night I made a poor decision to swallow the rest of my anti psychotic. I really thought it was going to work. I felt at peace listening to music laying in the tub with a stomach full of pills. But then my body started to reject iI. And my world came crashing down upon me again.  I will say first off. I'm sorry. I feel so guilty for putting the people I love through something traumatic. Second... » Continue Reading

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