its 11:23 pm and way past my bedtime, it was my sisters birthday today and i was not invited to her breakfast get together this morning which was suuper epic /s the kids came over and are staying the night which is also super epic /s my other sister only just left a minute ago, she stayed over late to give me a haircut (she is a hairdresser) which was actually genuinely epic ive been needing a hai... » Continue Reading
Its 10 pm and I'm very tired Thinking I might maybe possibly be having a depressive episode I feel tired and miserable and like I'm bothering all my friends and making them uncomfortable So I think I will go to bed Goodnight » Continue Reading
forgot to update yesterday due to when i got home i was dead tired, spent most of the day playing stardew with my brother and watching a bunch of videos around 5 pm went out for dinner for my aunts husbands 60th birthday and didnt get home until around 10 pm, brushed my teeth and went straight to bed :) i had been awak since about 4 am that day anyways thats about it bye :) » Continue Reading
at my own discomfort i think im gonna try and write out about how my days are going like a silly little diary except available for the public to view and criticize because for Sure what my mental health needs is to be constantly perceived and judged for my actions. i am hoping that making this into a routine will give me something to do and also help me organize my thoughts on particular things. » Continue Reading