woke up at midday spent some time drawing and the rest of the time playing human fall flat with some buddies watched moon knight and then went down the mental health rabbit hole and have since then been watching dissociaDID and learning everything i can about DID because (in the most respectful way possible) it fascinates me and id like to understand it anyways thats it probably bed soon :) » Continue Reading
kept getting wild headaches on a daily basis turns out it was the blue light coming from my computer that was fucking me up i put on my blue light glasses even though its sensory hell and its fixed the issue, havent had a headache since like 3 pm and its currently 4 am spend the whole day playing halo reach for the first time its fun :) » Continue Reading
Woke up at 11 am in severe pain ! Turns out my period decided to pull a surprise visit I thought I could push through the pain but it was being pretty persistent so I took a bunch of ibuprofen and went to therapy Feels good to talk about all my shit In a space where I don't have to worry about oversharing or traumadumping or burdening people with things She's there to listen and help that's her ... » Continue Reading
had about 8 nightmares last night and woke up every single time had a handful of paranoid moments today been exhausted the whole time little to no appetite bored all day bad mood day: not good hopefully i can sleep for longer than an hour at a time tonight goodnight » Continue Reading
Had shit sleep but I think today went well I still got up at a reasonable hour, made a real breakfast, and got to play stardew with my brother Later on I did a little bit of house chores and went grocery shopping with my dad and mum was out late tonight because of work so we got to order indian for dinner :)! I'm glad today turned out alright after such a shitty night Now it's just about 10 pm ... » Continue Reading
i dont remember what i did for most of the day but right now its 6 pm and i have a headache and im very tired ! i think im going to have a shower and go to bed :) » Continue Reading