killing the part of me that cringes (REAL) (NOT CLICKBAIT)

at my own discomfort i think im gonna try and write out about how my days are going like a silly little diary except available for the public to view and criticize because for Sure what my mental health needs is to be constantly perceived and judged for my actions. i am hoping that making this into a routine will give me something to do and also help me organize my thoughts on particular things.

anyways its currently 2 pm and todays been ok, i played a bunch of stardew with my brother and talked to a handful of my other friends

i also ate for the first time in a while, the not eating was not an active choice, there was just nothing available that wouldnt kill me.

ive been awake since around 4 am ish- my sleep is not great 

i think im gonna try sit up til 7 or 8 pm in an attempt to fix it 

but anyways, im gonna probably go and look for food again

may or may not update later tonight

laters 

Its now 6:53 pm I'm brushing my teeth and going to bed :) goodnight !