my boyfriend hates me I'm getting fat none of my friends want to talk to me in grounded I don't have my phone I'm stuck at home eating chicken tenders and drinking beer and watching anime like a fat stupid loser idiot I fucking suck u think il just kill myself » Continue Reading
growing up, every outfit choice felt like a silent battle. my mom would look at the clothes she bought me with that familiar disapproving glance, the one that spoke volumes without words. simple things like ripped jeans or an eccentric top became sources of endless lectures about modesty and respect. i remember stand » Continue Reading
wrote dis a while ago n posted it on my Tumblr but I'm still really proud of it so, here it is!!!!!! ^_^ i really enjoyed writing this and I believed its one of my most emotionally touching pieces i've written and I'm very proud of myself for being able to write a piece that can connect with others on such a deep level about these topics. TW : implications of self-harm, abuse » Continue Reading
poem i wrote a bit ago that i'm gonna re-write into song lyrics 4 a little sumn im working on with an oomf ^_^ ghost, fist, wreck by nyochio your ghost haunts every room— lingering cologne, wrinkled sheets, the hollow in my bed where your heart used to beat your mouth. your hands. your midnight voice. the way youd breathe my name and leave me no choice. » Continue Reading