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i've honestly been talking about this man for so long that my closest friends are genuinely tired of hearing me talk about him. it takes a lot for someone to explicitly tell you that you need to get over it (well, i can't). i find him in songs, in clothing, in places, in books, in food. i'm not okay. i've been using spacehey as a way to get my thoughts and feelings out without burdening my friend... » Continue Reading
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on todays episode of why im so fucking sad, it's learning that my ex boyfriend is much happier than i thought he'd be and im just fucking miserable. i keep thinking i should completely start fresh, ignore all this crap about healing and just starting fresh and becoming a new person. the first thing i thought of doing when i found out that i have been crying myself to sleep for over a month now and... » Continue Reading
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one of my friends got on substack and she's been writing little peices about her life and stuff and it really intrigued me as i tend to share those opinions on different, more closed off, centres of the internet. but the more i thought about it the more i was like, "wait, are my opinions and thoughts anything new or different? are they even things i agree with?" i've gotten so used to being percie... » Continue Reading
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i broke up with my ex in february and told myself i won't date until 6 months pass and now that they have i feel like all the men in my life have vanished. i dont know if i want to have a boyfriend but i do just want to talk around and get back into the rhythmn of dating again at some point. doesn't help that i want someone a little bit older and there's like no way of finding someone older irl. i... » Continue Reading
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i've been out of uni and been home for like 3(?) months now and its honestly so much better than i thought. sometimes i feel like i over-dramatised how painful it was to be at home when i was 16 but then again, life was hard for the time and i should respect my feelings of the time and be willing to accept the fact that things change. i miss my uni and my uni friends and just toronto in general, i... » Continue Reading
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it's been like a year since i last posted. i went to the school i wanted to go to. it's going great. i made amazing friends. i'm excited to start 2nd year in august. i'm home for the summer and it's okay i guess. i want a boyfriend or two. older preferably. » Continue Reading
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i keep thinking that life after high school is going to be awesome and so much fun but as more time passes it really is just seeming the other day. the thought of deciding the university i go to is adding to my insanely painful state of mind and i keep thinking about different pros and cons of different places. i think my parents will be really mad if i go somewhere that'll take more time but the ... » Continue Reading
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