i was reading through my old blog entries and... well. i kiiiinda got back with my ex. and its been going fine!!!! i... think. im... not sure actually. it seems like they've been kind of... bored of me lately. they dont text me nearly as much as they used to, and ive started thinking... is it because of me?? i dunno. i think ill wait it out and see what happens. its not like things have been outr... » Continue Reading
jeez how long has it been since ive last posted here?? im 17 now so like. i dunno. kinda wild to think about. im in the process of making a new carrd, and im thinking of linking my spacehey to it. then again, i kinda like how nobody really sees me on here. its freeing. i feel like i can share things and nobody will get all up in my shit about it. i miss the old internet to be honest. the era of "d... » Continue Reading
Eugh, I'm at school right now, creative writing class— and I'm just thinking… Why is physical ed/gym a required class?? Like yeah yeah okay i know im gonna fail again because i keep skipping class, but man— it really sucks to get berated by the other kids just because i can’t really run fast or for a long period of time?? Like if you’ve been having a bad day already, you would rather skip the clas... » Continue Reading
Fuck you fuck everyone I deserve to use this site to vent post publicly. The situation is JUST sinking in, and i feel. So fucking empty??? Bored??? dull? Sad? Whatever the fuck. This is worse than what happened in September. Sure they haven’t like BLOCKED me on everything under the sun like the last time, but it’s arguably worse. Imagine having to open discord every fucking day and you see your e... » Continue Reading
Im thinking about mayyyybe uploading my unfinished Ramsival fanfiction to spacehey. I dont really have a reason other than the fact my ex (its so weird to call them that. It makes me sad.) doesn’t know that this account exists. (Let alone this website) they uh. Do NOT like the ship to say the least. I haven’t been able to post anything related to it in a long time because of that. » Continue Reading
nevermind my last entry my brain just got hit with a dozen art ideas!! oh this is very very good!!!! now ill be able to finally post some fucking art for once, AND get my mind off of the breakup! maybe ill draw some dennou coil fanart... or maybe some ramsival! yknow, i should create a ramsival group on spacehey... i just might! hehehe my comfort ship always cheers me up. that and i really miss p... » Continue Reading
OKAY SO. THINGS HAVE NOT BEEN GOING GREAT. i sleep for seven hours, i wake up, hang out with some friends in discord calls, and then i get MOTHER FUCKING BROKEN UP WITH. great. GREEEEAAAT. i understand that he couldnt stand to have a long distance relationship, with the two of us being on literal opposite sides of the continent, but fuck it still hurt yknow? ugh. i wish i knew how to deal with th... » Continue Reading
Hi! im ramsey, and im gonna be using this bitch like twitter because the userbase is smaller and. and SOMETIMES i just want to liveblog things without worrying. lemme tell you now though a mother fucker has got a LOT of media to consume. doesn't help that im tryna MAKE media at the same fucking time too. its not like anyone is rushing me to binge shows or read comics though. my little autistic bra... » Continue Reading