guess who caught a fat L

i understand that he couldnt stand to have a long distance relationship, with the two of us being on literal opposite sides of the continent, but fuck it still hurt yknow? ugh. i wish i knew how to deal with this better. i might go liveblog smile precure or something i dunno. just-- SOMETHING, yknow? man this is the worst. 

i cant even be angry at them because i dont want them to feel bad about it. i think i have a right to be at least a little upset though.

i hope to god they cant find someone better than me. thats kinda spiteful but fuck. i dont really care right now.