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your favourite guestbook

Category: Life

i am the riddle you locked behind your tongue, and the ache you refused to wear.  and those screams are frail to hear, like echoes that forget their own name.  a saint could defend you, but your ruin was rather rehearsed.  what a beautiful killer, moody. i beg to differ, madam; the religion is due. - » Continue Reading

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bathroom scissors are not for winners

Category: Life

she said that she will show me the way,  under the undeniably beautiful bathroom mat where a scissor was sitting: looking at me with pleading eyes. “if you take it, the real world will unravel” she barked.  “but im a coward.. im a coward” i backed off. i was scared. im scared im a coward  “don’t run away, the sweet petition is due” she said, cradling her beautiful night gown. the silk so soft it c... » Continue Reading

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my job is your new year

Category: Writing and Poetry

i woke up, the birds whispering the deepest secrets  i wish i could just erase that bit.  now tell me, is coffee better than tea? emotionally wise? and i a » Continue Reading

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remember..

Category: Life

it’s called disassociating cause you associate with the unreal. you don’t drift away because you’re lost but rather anchoring yourself to the unknown deeply searched truth. it’s a personal deep dive to the so called reality, not fantasy. think of it as a snake: shedding not for fun but survival. instinct. naturalistic. you itch your skin off to escape the burden that you rather not to face. they s... » Continue Reading

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mum, a cloud is purposely hiding the sun

Category: Writing and Poetry

it’s rather confusing   how the world would do anything   for you to believe that hopes are endless dreams. it died a while ago.      it’s an awkward situation   where silence is your biggest enemy on the battlefield,   beautiful flower.   i’d pour my tears for you to grow and run.   run.   run.      but i can’t,   it’s mind detaching.   frail body and bitter soul.      i am dee » Continue Reading

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mum im gonna be famous

Category: Blogging

just watch how ill flex my motion on you and say “i told you mum, you just had to wait a little longer and believe me more than that” » Continue Reading

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stop romanticising..

Category: Blogging

Drugs. Stop romanticising drugs and its fucking lifestyle as a junkie. okay i do get you we got moments of people being like “man this slaps” and i can’t refrain from that cause we’ve all been there and you guys can agree with me (not as a user but smoker, it can be applied to users too. i am not turning you down). BUT.. when someone romanticises the daily abuse of blow or whatever drug you want t... » Continue Reading

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The best day ever

Category: Writing and Poetry

It all started with a message. A giggle, a joke that continued with a close wreckage. We cried, we laughed, we died and reincarnated with a word that not even the closest God could describe for me  I have never felt so complete, fueled by the fire of love spree And i couldn’t even wait for that day to come, i had to let it all out before it expires and destroys me as a human being  Cold romantic l... » Continue Reading

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