my friend keeps fucking off on our hangouts lots of em do i honestly am finished with this bullshit that pisses me off incredibly bad it takes my trust and fucking crushes it and im really fucking tired this makes me so pissed im so fucking pissed rn im really trying to fucking care people but fuck man this fucking hurts and thats such fucking bullshit this is really fucking devastationg it makes... » Continue Reading
when a god watches as they're followers abuse them i will be there to slay them the god shall bow before for the MORTIS is a prophet of the CRAXU ocean of the eye of the universe mroclo » Continue Reading
well this is another post of my stupid sadness and bullshit or wtv i felt peace for a day until i ddin't its gotten bad everyday is filled with sadness and anger . days are filled with radiohead sort of and sludge bands mainly crowbar ,dystopia, grief and iron monkey . everyday i wonder how ill feel later the feeling of wanting to die becomes normal once its been apart of you since you were young ... » Continue Reading
i got really drunk last night i got tired of the world and some of the people in it ive been numb so maybe i woudlve felt something but unfortunately idk some people that mean so much to me i feel i hurt them by this i feel incredibly sorry but some people that "meant " something to me i wish i didn't have to cut them off but i probably will more cuz im a sensitive person theyll wonder what the pr... » Continue Reading
i should be dead in a corner instead im posting this stupid fucking rant on my fuking computer i fucking hate this world i love my bandmates i love my best friends fuck this world » Continue Reading
yesterday i went to my friends house were in a band we sung a few songs then we got a ride to my friends house where i smoked cigggies i love my friends so much yesterday was finally a good day of the week and today i went to the gym sadly i couldn't hang out wit my friends again but it was a good day ( we are the next best band ) » Continue Reading
yesterday i went to my friends house were in a band we sung a few songs then we got a ride to my friends house where i smoked cigggies i love my friends so much yesterday was finally a good day of the week and today i went to the gym sadly i couldn't hang out wit my friends again but it was a good day ( we are the next best band ) » Continue Reading
ive woken up didnt sleep much but dont remember my spirit was sleeping for me wake up to my uncle bickering abt bullshit havent stayed up in a while finally stayed up maybe got a little loud all of a sudden im a fucking bomb good thing about today im going to practice with my band my mornings already bad . » Continue Reading
i hate my life at this point everything going to shit fuck you i am ur hate ur death fuck u fuck FUVKC u alr imma just br activr for a bit » Continue Reading
i woke up this morning in a bad mood sore stressed i get to summer school already on bullshit and then some asshole i dont even like comes up and starts talking about sum cuck bullshit and my stepdads already trying to ground me again and my friend decides to laugh at me you dont care i thought u were my friend but u are just like the rest » Continue Reading