Hey! NYC was a little life changing. I pretty often find myself barely feeling alive, or just like nothing I do has any impact on anything and never will-- because the world is a big big place. So I'm not sure why going to the biggest city in the USA made me feel better. I guess a better word would be awake. I felt seen, in my normal life there's plenty of high schoolers and my family but that's ... » Continue Reading
School started and it's been nothing but boring and annoying! As always. Even the good parts have been hard, which is not awesome. But I'm trying to recover from feeling sucky all the time. I'm pretty convinced I need ADHD meds, but with the shortage and all it'll be hard to get them. But, leaving for NYC early on Thursday! I've talked about this so many times but it's just so new and exciting. An... » Continue Reading
Soon things will all be going back to the way they were just a few months ago, which I have already expressed unhappiness over at least a million times but I've got the inherent adolescent urge to keep brooding about it. I'm doing some Khan Academy stuff to try to prepare for the harder upcoming classes but I'm likely not going to become the "academic weapon" I wish I was. But I'm hoping to hone a... » Continue Reading
School starts next week on Thursday, which nobody wants to happen. I don't have autism, but I have considerable sensory sensitivity that makes the excessively bright lights and my irritable classmates almost unbearable. Along with that, because I'm a teenager and I have anxiety and depression disorder, I've got a lot of other things on my mind to deal with. And on top of *that*, since I have ADHD,... » Continue Reading
Hi! I'm using this blog as a place to document aspects of my life that I'm comfortable sharing online (albeit to very few people☺). I am a teenage male who lives in America, gay, and attending public high school. I do stagecraft at my school and I take virtual singing lessons (in hopes to perhaps be the one on the stage someday?). Like most people, school starts next week for me. I'd like this yea... » Continue Reading