this grand fucking theater with its magnificent stage and screen and full orchestra is burning down with actors and actresses alike still inside, carrying on as if it's just another busy night. it'll keep on going and going until there's no discerning even embers of bone and wooden stair rails, and maybe even after that. make an attraction of that, too, why don't you? i'm sure it'll draw someone i... » Continue Reading
let's pretend we're dead together and hope it means and becomes nothing at all. his eyes flicker to yours, flicker to mine. boundaries burning away, pass, burning some more until it's just the bare minimum--we'll save that for later. he's got that look on his face again. the cycle's repeating, i just wasn't expecting to see it from the other side this time, you know? i wasn't expecting to see it a... » Continue Reading
you haven't even seen the best part yet wake, esteemed somnambulist view the world for what it is with open eyes everything you hoped for and more ---- I never fully realize how embarrassingly socially inept I am until I'm put in an unexpected social situation. Surprise visitors are like head-on collisions when I'm going a million miles an hour in my own thoughts -- deadly! brutal! and so on. May... » Continue Reading
don’t make me an offer i can’t fucking refuse. i’m set for the night on this half. don’t ask, don’t text, don’t drag me to the back between songs. i already told you that. show’s halfway done anyways. i’m serious. do you still have the 15s? it’s too loud to hear? forget it. thanks. call you when you get home. » Continue Reading
recognize myself in the mirrored window tints of all the stores we walk by and the photos we took the other night and the video of us all singing happy birthday just like everyone else gets to. set more boundaries with new friends and newer strangers. find a way to avoid whatever daylight savings does to people. smoke a little less, apparently. are things this trial-and-error for everyone else? th... » Continue Reading
there's cobwebs on the ceiling fans and in the corners of the rooms again, the grass is getting too tall, i still haven't found the time to put up those shelves or those pictures, i haven't had the time for anything. no, yeah, getting my shit all organized would probably do numbers on the situation. i'll look into it, thank you, i'll keep that in mind, i really appreciate it, let me write that dow... » Continue Reading