sawgrass / nov 19

1. feeling forever stuck filling in the blank, hoping that i get it right this time, and 

2. accepting my words as my own personal dogma

i'm getting comfortable with the realization that most things are double-edged now. yes, i've taken this ride before. i'll try not to make too big of a deal out of it and just ignore the feeling that i'm running out of chances to start over--i've been told dragging myself out of the river isn't something everyone has to do, but it's damn sure better than the alternative, isn't it?