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(TW: SH) crying

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i thought i was able to stay clean for longer, ive been clean for 4 months but one thought was enough to ruin that my left arm hurts like shit, its almost numb, and im almost out of bandaids. ig ill have to get more when my parents come back home. now im watching a cyyuvtuber stream bc i cant sleep :') im feeling slightly better but the bandaids are bothering me » Continue Reading

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when that one wave of loneliness hits u when youre happy for once<<<

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nah cuz i was just playing star rail n feeling genuinely happy for once then one thought crossed my mind and now i wanna cry i have been seeing pictures of people my age going out at night and having fun with their friends and i want to do that so badly but i cant because my parents wont ever let me leave the house on my own. im literally almost 15 they let my sister go out on her own with friends... » Continue Reading

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crying

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my grandma texted me and said that my mom brought my dad to the hospital bc she thought he had a stroke and now i’m worried i may not speak to him much(for many reasons) but i’m still not wanting to loose him now  i’m not gonna be able to sleep tonight because of this » Continue Reading

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WAKAKAKA

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my phone survived the genshin update but my ipad did not...  had to delete it on there hoping my phone survived penacony » Continue Reading

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that moment when

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that moment when you realize you might have to delete both genshin and star rail because your phone will quite literally die if even one more app is downloaded seriously though my phone doesn’t have much storage left, it might not survive lantern rite or penacony i don’t have a computer or laptop or anything so if i can’t download the updates i may have to delete them :( » Continue Reading

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my GOD ok

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ok so uhm im at a part in a quest in genshin rn and i have to name the wanderer im fighting demons rn bc i want to name him either hatsune miku or fandango man but i want to be serious abt this fucking help ive been sitting here for almost an hour » Continue Reading

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my head hurts

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i drank a shit ton of water bc one of my partners told me to is it normal to have this bad of a headache whatever school has been stressing me out so much i literally want to die my parents wont even listen to me teachers wont do shit(aside from my special ed teachrr, love her, shes like a mom to me) i need to find better coping mechanisms than getting high » Continue Reading

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help why am i actually so fucke d up

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not me literally relapsingg and tkskng twko high dosagd pills to get high evevydthing feels wierd » Continue Reading

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nah man i cant do this anymore(small vent ig?)

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not my dad not acting like my dad all he does is just lay on the couch all day, not doing anything. i get that he's dealing with his own stuff, but i cant help but feel just a little angry at him for not even trying to be my dad. he was there for my sister, why cant he be there for me?  like- what does my sister do thats correct that she gets praised by my parents? i know shes a lot smarter than m... » Continue Reading

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i love failing classes

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im sure ill fail german my german ancestors are disappointed in me :3 » Continue Reading

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wow this is so fun(its not)

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this heart murmur is kicking my ASS im just trying to play hsr and my heartbeat keeps getting faster everytime im fighting a boss or some shit and it makes me lightheaded i should probably stop playing for the time being and wait to see how bad my heart murmur is just so i dont end up harming myself is what i would say if i had a braincell i need to get that one green fox girl i forgot her name FU... » Continue Reading

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not my mom making me do the dishes after i almost passed out

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like ive been feeling VERY lightheaded the entire day, i have a heart murmur and it fucking SUCKS passed out once already today during class my heart has been beating so fucking fast this entire day i can literally feel it i hate it » Continue Reading

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