The fact that I don't get a second chance at life really terrifies me. I don't like the uncertainty of death, specifically of what comes after. Understandably, its hard for us as humans to wrap our minds around the possibility of spending the rest of eternity in Heaven or Hell--or wherever we go after we die. I hate the idea of being on my deathbed, regretting all the things I missed out on simpl... » Continue Reading
April 24th, 2025. High-school was absolute hell. I'm so relieved these years are behind me. School drained me. I admit I regret wasting these past four years of my life due to my poor mental health. I've missed out on so many opportunities and crucial life experiences. My social skills are honestly below average. I've spent too much time fantasizing and not enough time doing. It sucks being a los... » Continue Reading
It's April 20th. I should probably get to sleep soon, but my OCD only allows me to post on dates ending in 5 and 0--sometimes 2 and 7--so I figured today would be a good date to make my first blog post This blog will hopefully give me a chance to share my disorganized, schizophrenic thoughts and experiences. I'm gonna allow myself to be as cringe as I want to be on here. It's sort » Continue Reading