Today was officially my last day of high-school (Stupid life rant)

April 24th, 2025. High-school was absolute hell. I'm so relieved these years are behind me. School drained me.

I admit I regret wasting these past four years of my life due to my poor mental health. I've missed out on so many opportunities and crucial life experiences. My social skills are honestly below average. I've spent too much time fantasizing and not enough time doing. It sucks being a loser.

Fortunately I've had a couple great teachers who seemed to really care about me and my talents, which I'm beyond grateful for. Without them, I probably would've given up a long time ago. My English teacher will be mailing me a personal graduation letter. I can't wait to read it! ^_^

Well, now I'm off to college to pick a major I don't even remotely care about. I'm so excited to work an adult job!!! And file taxes!!! I can't wait to live paycheck to paycheck, let alone afford to buy groceries in this economy!!! Don't even get me started on housing prices. I don't even have a car yet!!! FML

I'm planning on pulling a Ted Kaczynski--minus the pipe bombs. I want to go live out in the woods somewhere FAR away from society. No but seriously, I'd rather get eaten by bears than go to a job interview at this point. I swear every. single. entry level job these days requires like 5 years of experience and a master's degree in bullshitology to even get a call back. Kill me now

P.S If you're like 14 reading this, don't let my misery discourage you. You still have plenty of time to focus on kid things. Don't feel pressure to get ahead. Live in the moment. Just please don't waste these fundamental years of your life away.