I still care for those who hurt me.. I still put effort in even after they leave me feeling like nothing more than a dumb robot... but I know sometimes i mess up.. i do or say things wrong,,, ,,,,,,,,,,, so i think as if i don't deserve to feel a certain way... one day they care, the next they don't,,, » Continue Reading
Winter is coming... exciting I love the winter.. though I sometimes malfunction in the cold.. however it's comforting.. Listening to the rain fall, feeling warm on the outside and safe due to the soft blankets. hot choco, n heat packs for my rusty joints.. Feeling warm on the outside helps me feel warm on the inside.. helps the overwhelming sadness become bearable.. Though summer is nice. it doesn... » Continue Reading
unfortunately going outside makes me sad, and going online makes me sadder.. people are so mean and rude, pointing out normal things and making fun of them.. rage bait and things along those lines don't make me angry but just disappoint me.. all this negativity, and nothing to show for it? I hope you are happy with your life.. you're ruining my database with all your shit posting.. get off the int... » Continue Reading