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the absolute sheer pain of being alive and human so easy and fast, sometimes you don’t notice the clock ticking as each breath slips your lungs as if you have an unlimited amount of air it’ll tear your body down to the bone from the meat making you feel insanely uncomfortable like peeling a piece of loose skin on your nails my throat is sore i feel bloated my rooms a mess i’m worried about my derm... » Continue Reading
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going on about life is really painful the kind of pain that makes you feel empty and confused and you wind up not knowing what to do with yourself i wonder if there are people who find that their day to day doesn’t drain them of everything have do people like that exist? i’m not sure what i’m feeling or going through all i know is that it was deep enough for me to write on here again i wish i cou... » Continue Reading
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the same book that sparked my love for reading 4 years ago reignited that flame bleed like me i felt just as much as i did when i was barely 15 cried just as hard and it brought me back to me going to the library all the time and spending hours in there picking out new books burning through the pages, i’d check out 5 books at a time and i’d go back every week really great times, i miss it » Continue Reading
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you can leave me and move on and pretend we never happened but you can't pretend we didn't spend the summer in my beat up convertible and i know you stopped putting gel in your hair because i liked running my fingers through the bleached strands » Continue Reading
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it’s been two months since we last spoke and i never thought id miss you again especially after tony but that’s exactly what it is, i just miss i don’t want it again and i wouldnt i would though if you texted me again i think id fold you told me we’d be dating by the end of july but instead i ended up hooking up with some random guy i met at emo nite instead of being with you, going with you lovi... » Continue Reading
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letting me know how much i mean to you is hard when i don’t want to mean anything to anyone » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
In my sophomore year of high school everything felt like fall, every day and every season was a faded film effect. The fog from my brain remembers this time period as an old, angsty teen film that never got the ending it deserved. » Continue Reading
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sometimes i’ll listen to a song i haven’t heard in a while something i listened to on the bus ride to school and i feel like me now and me then exist in the same moment like time isn’t real and all the seconds spent between the 6am rides in a dark bus and the girl i am right this moment don’t exist like that moment is frozen like i can talk to her and she’ll reply to me she knew who i was even whe... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
you were never mine to begin with and i never wanted you in the first place but somehow now that you're gone you're bleeding out of me you left me but i never wanted you so why am i crying? somehow i just want you more i wasn't ready for what we could've been i didn't want what we could've had i still don't at all but somehow as i bleed out somehow i just want you more i've never wanted this, not ... » Continue Reading
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got shit faced drunk the day before me and this situationship guy ended after i went clubbing with his best friend and saw blink 182 play at the same stadium i graduated high school from after getting home at 7am from staying up all night at jonah’s house » Continue Reading
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i never know what’s going on with me or why i haven’t been able to feel where my arms are for the last 2 years or why i feel like somethings shifted in the air every two weeks or why i always look at my days like im watching a movie like i’m looking back in time im never really there i haven’t been for a while self consciousness will do that to you i never feel fully settled i don’t know how i got... » Continue Reading
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my heart tightens as i think about my future it’s so bright it’s blinding i’m blind to my future so many opportunities, possibilities i can become something so amazing i have so much potential but that’s when the string lights on my bedroom ceiling become the main center light the one i never turn on because it’s obnoxious and way too sterile it hurts my eyes and in the past i had tried led li... » Continue Reading
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