i realized i have given up on myself last march of 2020.. or what feels like i had given up. i had went through a breakup with a boy who ive created to be " the one " although hard for me to believe, there is no such thing as " the one " » Continue Reading
to feel alive, is to be conscious. there's something scary about how i see my world, almost as if im watching my point of view through a movie screen. i can capture almost every moment i felt alive vividly. but i dont remember feeling that with you. i dont know you N. i never knew you. but you latched onto my personality and made it your own, i was intrigued by it.. i admired you for it. and i fou... » Continue Reading
i sit here and realized i collected her water. all 4 u. pouring honey,vanilla, and dried rose petals into my bath 4 u. as long as its symbolic, it holds meaning. and its all 4 u! who am i to play god by making this spell 4 u ? » Continue Reading