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"talking to my gf and bf "

i love my gf and bf

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dumb

Category: Life

im so dumb. why do I always run to people who hurt me? what does it feel like life has no more meaning? Why can't I just be happy? It's dumb how pathetic I'm being. this is my fault. » Continue Reading

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i cant

Category: Life

i cant do this.  i have no one to be an anchor for me.  "but don't you have ___?" yeah but he hides me from everyone he knows. He doesn't post about me. he just, keeps me a secret. i dont know what im doing wrong. and the worst feeling is im probably never going to know or be friends with anyone else. i dont have anyone. im so scared to tell him how im feeling because it could just make things wor... » Continue Reading

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breaking

Category: Life

does he even care? i dont think he does. i think he threw us away after he got what he wanted. » Continue Reading

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i hate him

Category: Life

i hate him. i hate the way he left me. i hate the way it feels like acid in my stomach talking about him. i hate the way everyone loves you and idolizes you. i hate the way your stupid sona looks. i hate how sick i feel when i think abt you.  i hate it.  » Continue Reading

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Its so so much.

Category: Life

I dont know what im doing. nothing im doing is working and im going in a downward spiral. The side effects that the doctor warned abt are coming back. i dont want to be here. people always say, "but youre doing amazing! and everything you do is great!" its not. none of the things i do i actually enjoy. and its like 100 times better when your family runs back and forth saying "you're wrong" or "you... » Continue Reading

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