"I hate the sound of my voice when it shakes"
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So, it's totally been a while. Obviously. I really don't have a whole lot to say this time around. School's still not totally figured out, I can't ever have a normal conversation with my mom without her getting mad, and whatever else. It's whatever. Anyway, I start school in six days. I'm excited, but I'm also not. I'm happy to get out of the house, but I'm not going to know anybody there. That mi... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I know it's been a while, so I apologize. I think I've rewritten this blog about six times over now. So, to start, I hung out with friends. It was fun whenever I wasn't in some stupid fucking argument. I'm convinced someone would get mad at me if I straight up told them how much I really need help at this point. I truly may as well just stop talking, because I haven't had a single person take me s... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
So, it's now 9:05 pm. Most of my day was good, it kind of really sucked recently though. Me and my mom got in yet another fight about school. They started class selection in February, so I told her most classes are going to be full. She's convinced they won't be, I said it doesn't work like that. Anyway, she basically told me to just go eat dinner and fuck off, so I did. I'm in my room now. I ate ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I had a meeting to talk about school yesterday. Went a lot worse than I expected, actually. I don't know if I have to repeat the school year or not, which is a whole issue on its own. They kept talking about anxiety that I haven't felt in two years, also. Like I don't feel like that anymore. That was almost three years ago dude. I think the worst part was the advisor saying "she's transitioning". ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
This is stupid, really. Just dumb identity shit that doesn't even matter. Feel free to ignore this. Not that anybody's going to see this. If you're reading this and you personally know me, I probably talked about you. As much as I fucking hate labels, I feel like I need them. I know that's because I feel like I'm inconveniencing everyone by not having them. I like being girly, and I like being mas... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It's been exactly two weeks since my last post. Honestly didn't mean for that to happen, but whatever. Nothing super interesting has really happened anyway. I was with my boyfriend for four days just now, so that sort of kept my brain quiet. Now I'm home, and it's a lot less quiet. It's kind of annoying. I also wish I could do something about it, but I can't. I guess I actually could, but it's wh... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So, I finally saw my boyfriend! It was super fun. A little awkward, but otherwise fun. Anyway, I'm home no, and my mood's shit. Not exactly surprising, but I wasn't expecting it hit me full force as soon as I got home. It's whatever. I'll get over it, I usually do. Music still fucking sucks, and I don't want to write or play. Picked up my guitar for a bit today, but I haven't practiced so it sucke... » Continue Reading
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So, to start, I'm seeing him NEXT week. Not this week. I'm also only staying one night. Which is fine, I guess. Just thought I'd be staying longer. I mean, we can always do this another time, but I have no clue when we both will have time again. It's whatever. I did manage to finish a song this week. Not sure how much I actually like it, but it's the only thing I've got at the moment and I'm not r... » Continue Reading
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It’s finally July! It’s getting hotter, and more humid. It also means all my fun plans are coming up soon! Hopefully this month doesn’t go completely wrong. So, I honestly can’t remember if I said anything about this, but I have a boyfriend! We met up for Pierce The Veil and I got the biggest crush on him there. Anyway, I’m going to go see him next week! He lives a state away but on the opposite s... » Continue Reading
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It’s June 24th on a Tuesday and past 11:00 pm. It was literally 100° outside. It’s horrible. My clothes feel sticky and my hair is dry, and there’s nowhere comfortable in my house because it’s so hot. I also have no motivation. For anything. I have no motivation to work on music or pick up my guitar, to play games, or like, anything else. I have no motivation to cope also. How the fuck do you lose... » Continue Reading
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Two things. The weather really sucks, and I still have nothing written. We're having some crazy heat wave right now and it is so disgustingly hot. Why is it past 10 pm and still above 75 degrees. There's literally no need for that. The next wo days are supposed to get near 100 also, like what the hell is up with that? Then this weekend is supposed to be cold and rainy. New England weather is such ... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Maybe my priorities aren't straight or something, but writing lyrics and good music is like, really hard. I'll sit with my notebook and try to come up with something that doesn't sound like shit and it just never comes. The same thing happens whenever I pick up my bass or guitar. I like to think I have a ton of cool ideas but in reality my head is sort of just empty when it comes to this. Maybe I'... » Continue Reading
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