9.9.25

So, I saw MCR two days ago. It was fucking insane. Like, insane enough to the point I can't talk about it here because it would take too long. Anyway, I missed school on Monday and today. My mom couldn't wake me up yesterday morning and I've had a stomachache all day. Not fun. I got yelled at for it and my mom's been pissed off with me all day, so I've been in my room. That's pretty normal though, so whatever.

Anyway... I kind of really wasn't doing well before MCR. I think that actually changed a whole lot after I saw them. I felt like I was at peace with myself after the show. Though if I'm being completely honest, I don't know how long it'll last. I'm sure I'll be back where I was before if you give me a few weeks. That's a problem for future me though. I'll just ignore it for now.

I'm supposed to have a hair appointment in two days, to finally start going blonde. I'm really hoping I don't have to reschedule for a third fucking time. That might send me into a spiral. I'm joking, sort of. Anyway, I don't really have much else to say. Nothing super interesting has happened otherwise, and school's a drag as always. I'll probably come back by the end of the week if I do anything other than sit in bed. Bye.